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2 hearts | love me got a new lj [27 May 2005|10:19pm] [ mood | complacent ] my new lj name is 2_slowx4_you

love me umm... [21 May 2005|08:30pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | gone by switchfoot ] Today was fun. I went to the beach with Courtney and I am staying wid her. Summer is here! yay. lol I stepped on 2 freaking things in the wa wa. They were slimey and they moved me! It was so awesome but scary. me and Courtney are talking about ppl. I called Lance and he is already gone! i miss him. Im going to his house tomorrow to play volleyball with Lisa. And I have to clean my room tomorrow. I thought about leaving Mckeel and I think it was a good choice. Me and Lance are going to the same school next year. Wont that be fun? Yeah it will. LOL. We are eating chinese for din din and we are eating in a few minutes. We have church in the morning. I am going to Sunday school and regular church. I want to talk to Lance so bad. If you dont know, I am a random person because look at every sentence. They are all about a different topic, but one of the same i have been talking about. I cant wiat until two weeks are over and I will be able to see Lance again. I am going to volleyball camp next week. Yeah. Im sort of sad. i am tired. The song i picked really does describe me. Listen to it, its a good song. Court just came in the room and she has on this skirt that is really small(short) for her. She was like help me pull it down. And it wasnt coming down. I like the song b.y.o.b. by System of a down. I heard it and i like it. I cant wait for 2 weeks. I miss Lance so much! geez the skirt is stuck on courtney. omg that was wierd. I was pulling down the skirt bc it was stuck on her. My fingers are falling off. Back to Lance. I like him alot and his friend jeff. Jeff is cute. So is lance. Im tired of writing in here. Wish me luck over here because I have the wierdest experiences. <3 always, MaRY ps court... find something else to wear!

2 hearts | love me awww. last day of schoolio [20 May 2005|10:32am] [ mood | sad ] [ music | holla back girl by Gwen Stefani ] Today was very sad. I am leaving Mckeel. I cried a little on the bus. So did G. it was sad. I am leaving everyone and Im moving on. Im sad, but not that sad. I will get over almost everyone. I mean, I will miss them, but I will still talk to them. I will miss Tarah, Sebass, Nathan, Adrian and Austin, and Andrew, and Nicole the most. They are all very special to me. Other ppl are, but they are coming with me. Like Starr, every1 knows we will always talk and never loose each other. I will be at all the Mckeel dances. I miss every1 already. I might be going to the beach with Court tomorrow. In case ya'll dont know, she is my cousin sort of. Long story. We got time... Her mom and my mom have been best friends since elementary and they are like sister, so we consider her my aunt and courtney my cousin. Like me and starr. I love Starr so much! Not like that. I hope I do go with court because that will be fun. court, I didnt really talk to you for a while, now you are like my other sister. geez... jk. Your brother isnt that bad, hes really nice to me. ha ha I made his miss Beavis and Butthead. His favorite part. It was hilarious. I told court the other person I like. She is the only 1 who knows. Thats odd bc i usually tell her stuff last. but shes slow like me, so its like even if i tell her 1st, she doesnt get it till last. LOL. I love nathan so much! He is so nice to me. I like him. And i have always talked to him and it sucks because i just got to know himand im leaving. I sort of want to come back, but im not. I told myself i wasnt gonna give in and come back. but watch... i will. lol. i didnt have a ticket to rock-around-the-clock and nathan got me 1. he is so nice. I will miss him. Rock around the clock was fun. i was up dancing like an idiot with nikki and i felt re re. Sebass, dara, ashley, me and starr had a marker fight. It was all of us against sebass. He hurt me and I have a bruise. today is the last day i will ever see him. And he wouldnt even hug me because he said i was mean to him and it made me sad. he is like my brother and Im really mad at him. I hugged ashlee and she and I were best friends, then we werent. and today... we talked again and we havent for the longest time. She didnt like me at one time because she thought I liked Sebass because I always hang all over him and wat not, and then I was like I dont. He is like my brother and I will miss him. o lord... Im bout 2 cry. I gotta go because I need to call courtney. Im really tired, and I have to take a shower and clean my room. I hope that ppl from Mckeel will kit w/ me bc I will miss lots of them. I love ya all! I think... Ashlee is u read this call me on my cell. I need to talk to you about something. <3 out, Mary ps the song in there dont describe me. i just put in songs that are stuck in my head. I picked that 1 bc matt played it and we were singing it on the bus. I got sad and thats when i started crying because i realized how much I would miss evry1.

love me hey [19 May 2005|11:50am] [ mood | restless ] I am in Mrs. Harris' class. We are doing the wax musuem project. I had the morning duty. I had so much fun since I have written in this. Me and Adam are friends. I met Lance. (yay) I got grounded. We had a dance. So much stuff. We have 10 minutes till lunch. The dance was fun. I danced with Matthew Earp. At church last night, the wilson parents went in church after service to talk to the pastor. Adam sat in our car and locked me and Courtney out. I was knocking on the window and he let me in! I was so shocked. Wait... back up. Me and him have never got along. Yeah... and we talked about stuff. And we promised to be nice to each other. He is actually nice and I see why Courtney likes him now. (courtney tell him i said that and i will hurt you) I met this kid Lance. I have seen him before, and I actually talked to him. Jeff and me got in a couple fights yesterday. Boo and Jeff had a fight where they threw pool balls at each other. it was funny bc they were playing around. And Lance kept asking me to hug him and i didnt and then Jay asked me and I did. He got so mad at Jay. But I did eventually hug him. I like 4 ppl. o yea court... check ur yahoo mail. Were about to go. I will write more later. peace

love me [13 May 2005|01:00am] Today was wierd. Our brochures are due monday and I need to finish mine, but my computer won't even turn on. Someone changed mine with Shanes and then he realized that our were switched because of the c drive. Long story... Daisy (my dog. shes a boxer) caught a possum and then she tortured it. My daddy walked out there and then he saw it and got the dog inside. It layed there acting like its back was broken and then we put him in a wheelbarrow. And then we took him around front and he just jumped out and walked away. This was around 10. He went under my grandmas car and my dad moved the car. I don't know where it went. I had

love me [10 May 2005|03:34am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | let me go- 3 doors down ] Todays journal wants to be long, but is gonna be short. I have so much to write about, but i cant phrase it. Justin is still pissed at me for no reason. Whatever. Courtney, im not going to yalls dance. I dont even know if im going to my schools dance, i dont know what im gonna do. i want to go, but supposedly no one is going to our dance. i dont wanna go 2 ur dance bc justin will be there. i dont like him anymore. i dont like anyone. not even sebastian. whatever. guys suck. i hate most of them anyways Its almost the end of the year. Yesterday, i was on the phone with nicole and i told her that people were gonna start fighting today and it wasnt gonna end. what happened? best friends started fighting, enemies started fighting again, rumors are being spread like butter... a lot of it and thicker every time..., people are turning against each other. i had a dream about it sunday night. and most of my dreams come true. i invisioned so many people fighting... whatever... im not fighting with anyone... but justin. i hate the end of the year because its always like this. and i am leaving. so i dont wanna come on the last day of school. leaving everyone will be too hard. when i heard that tarah was actually gonna go through with killing herself tonight, i cried really hard. whatever people say to her isnt gonna change her mind. she is determined and i dont want that to happen. i love tarah and i cant see her like this. i have to stop because i am crying as i talk about it. i gotta go work on some stupid projects. and find something to wear for the wax museum thingie. <3 always, mary

love me CINCO DE MAYO [05 May 2005|12:50pm] [ mood | bouncy ] Hey everyone! I am sorry that I didn't finish writing about everyone. I will go back in a second and add people. I will copy it and paste it in one... just people and what i have to say about them. Today is cinco de mayo! It was fun. Me and Gina hosted the french waited game and it was fun. Even though we only had like 5 races. And then... Sebass was there! Yay... lol I love his pinky. Long story... Inside joke between us. We had to make food and I made mine this morning at 6:48. And we left at 7. So they were chilled for a few minutes. Yeah... we had fun. I got to talk to Ronak before he left. I miss sebass already!!!!! tear... tear... Me and Justin got in a fight yesterday. We had a long conversation on the phone and then he got all mad at me. I don't want to go into detail. I still really like him, and I think I said things I didn't mean. I do really like him! I sware. He is the only one I like. Tarah is making me worried. I read her lj as she wrote it and it said her dad left her home alone with the medicine open! And I asked her if she took any and she said she didn't, but I think she did. We had s0o much fun today looking through the yearbook at certain peoplez pictures.! I have to go because something is wrong with alan. I am trying to figure it out.

love me I feel special... dont ask [03 May 2005|01:06pm] Sebass is being nice to me! He started being nice to me yesterday after school. Mrs. Stacey came back yesterday. Fun! LOL. Mr. Blair was cool, but he got annoying after a while. So... He is so gentle sometimes. I haven't talked to Justin since Friday or Saturday. And it's s0o depressing. not really but okay... lol. I can't wait until Friday the 13th. That is supposed to be a bad day full of bad luck. But I hope it is a good day. We got a new project in Science today. We are learning about genetics. So we have a teddy bear family, and we have to find the dominant and recessive traits. Its kind of cheesy, but it's easy and I like it. Everyone is freaking complaining about the Wax Musuem. But I think it is creative. It was all Hannah's idea. What do you people from my schoolio think about it? The only thing I don't like is not having enough time to finish it. People get on my nerves so bad, but I won't say any names. *cough* Ashlee Quigley. She thinks I am mad at her, well actually i am, but its okay. I will get over it sometime. Maybe not this year, maybe not soon, but I will. She wants to know why. But she shouldn't know why. Because then, she will get all mad. She likes to talk about stuff way too much. Can't you just accept the fact that I am mad at you and get over it? No... if someone is mad at me, i just say forget them and get on with life. If someone likes you, great! If not, who cares? Find a new friend. She is still my friend and all, Im just angry at her. Maybe inviting her to Busch Gardens wasn't such a good idea. Her sister supposedly is coming back today. But whatever. There is only 13 days left of school. And me and Sebastian just started being nice to each other. It's wierd. I think its retarded. But whatever. I hope people from Mckeel will always keep in touch with me somehow. Because there are some people that I have to leave, but don't want to. Tarah... I really really enjoy being friends with her. But I have to leave her. And it's going to be very depressing. We have been friends on and off. But it wasn't us, other people took us apart. And I'm happy that we are friends now. And I hope it will stay that way forever. Tarah... you are a great person and I really enjoy having you as a friend. You are always there for me. Laura... I was friends with her the entire middle school. She has always been there for me. She always helps me with problems. I have to admit, I have been mean to her sometimes. But I didn't mean to. It's only natural for people to fight. I will miss her a lot too. I will always talk to her, even though i block her sometimes... Sorry about that laura. The rat joke and the barking are hilarious. ARF Gina... Gina was my best friend in 6th grade. 7th grade, we sort of went our seperate ways. This year, we are back together as friends and I never realized how cool she was. Sometimes, I think I take some long-term friends for granted. Because she is a great person. She will be there with me in high school. Starr... Woah. this one's gonna be long. I have known Starr for many years. I knew her in elementary, but she was shy and different. Around 5th grade, she became outgoing and cool. She has always been my best friend. She is always there for me. She is always there when I need her. We have had way too many jokes together. Wayyyy tooo many. I can't even remember half of them. The 'pucker' joke was probably the funniest. Max was one of my favorite dogs. Its an inside joke. Long story. Starr is always making me laugh. She is really funny most of the time.She is kinda strange. She was never considered redneck to me... until like... this year. Forget about Matt. He's not good enough for you. You can do s0o much better than that. Come on... Im cutting this one short, because i have lots more people to write about. I will come back and edit this later and add more. Yeah... Well we are switching classes in a minute. So i have to go. 2dles all, *mary*

love me this one is going to be really long [01 May 2005|07:37am] [ mood | im really tired ] This weekend was fun. Friday night, I stayed at home and I had to go to bed kind of early. I got all my stuff packed for Tarah's house and Busch Gardens. I had to get up at 6 Saturday morning. We left around 7 but I had to take a shower and all that jazz. Then, when I got to school, no one was out of their cars. Every one was just sitting in their cars, and then my phone rang. It was Tarah. She wanted me to go to her car to give my stuff to her so that I wouldnt have to carry it around all day. Then we went and sat down on the benches in front of the school. Then, Ashlee came out, and so did Gina, Andrew, Nick, Ronak, Alan, Britney and Amanda. We all sat their and talked for a while. Then came Cara, Sarah, and some other girl. We got into our groups and rode to Busch Gardens. It was fun. Mrs. Kilpatrick brought all 4 of her kids. Her oldest daughter is really pretty. Her two sons came. And her baby came too. it was sooo cute. When we got there, it took a while because we pre-ordered the tickets and Mrs. Kilpartick had to go get them and then, she had to get all the stuff for the baby ready. But then, we finally got them and we were ready to go. The first ride we rode was Gwazi. We rode it 2 times. We rode the log thingie, Congo river rapids, Montu, Pheonix, Cheetah chase, Kumba, and some other ones... I think. We had fun. We ate around 11:30. We ate at this one cafe-like thingie. We saw that new ride that has a 90 degree drop and i want to ride that. It goes under wa wa too! Tarah and Ashlee were getting along just fine, then they started hitting each other really hard. So I yelled at Ashlee for hitting her and it made her angry. But it was funny. SO, for the rest of the day, I acted like i was mad at her, (which i kinda was) Me and Gina were talking Spanish and she dared me to talk to the dude who operated the Cheetah chase because we were right behind him. I was like hola. And he said Hola... como estas? and i said umm... um... um.. bien, y tu? And then he said something really crazy and reeally fast. Me and her were cracking up. Then, on the ride. i sat with amanda grace, and gina sat with britney. (it was a 4 seater in 2 rows.) We all screamed like monkeys except gina... she was laughing too hard. Lauren M was sick and she couldnt go. I went to Tarahs house afterward. We went to Publix to pick up some things. We were chewing gum adn we were going to get a drink, so we went to throw it away. There was a smaple table right next to it. There was a woman cleaning up. She watched our every move and when she saw our gum, she made her face shrivel up like a potato(read tarahs, hers is more descriptive) then... a few mintues later, we went ot look at the magazines, and the trash can was empty. It was hilarious. But, you would of have to been there to laugh as hard as me did. Then, we went home and Tarah learned how to play my favorite song. let me go. She is really good at it and she sings really good. She played on her drums too. She told me to call Ashlee back, because i forgot. And then, her and tarah winded up talking more but it was cool. tarahs house is awesome. her and ashlee are fighting again. Ashlee wont tell me why. But i dont need to know. All over Tarahs room. It says I love Ashlee. And i told her and she didnt believe me. But whatever. 4get her. Me and Tarah went swimming, but i didnt really because it was cold. tarah was swimming all over the place. (she might be part fish) Her parents are really nice. i went home around 1 sunday and went to my cousins for a party. my cousin Jackie was there and we were running and playing volleyball all day. it was fun. Then, we went to church and my uncle told me to hold his beer. So, when we pulled up, i was holding it and it was empty, so people thought i drunk it... i wish. lol jk. Jackie was driving. and shes really good at it. She is my favorite cousin because we have a lot in common. She always gives me clothes because she only wears them like 10 times and then they seem old to her. so, i dont mind because they are in good shape and they are pretty. lol. Courtney seemed mad tonight but she claims she wasnt. Courtney... email me on yahoo and tell me what was wrong. btw... courtney is one of my cousins. Sharon was being normal for once. Kyle was being stupid as usual. The wilsons played. I told Sharon and courtney that i thought the singer (Austin) was cute... and he is. But they laughed at me. courtney thinks adam looks better. I want to know why adam doesnt like me. I dont have a problem with him any more. i decided i should be nice to him. But he is mean 2 me. whatever 4get him Justin sort of asked me out friday. I said yeah whatever because i thought he was playing. And he was like ok then, you missed your chance. And then he asked me again and i said yeah and he was like. no because now u sound like you dont want to. So i dont know if we are going out or not. I doubt it. gots to go.. eat 2dles

love me bored-some [29 Apr 2005|12:42pm] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Incomplete... backstreet ] Hey Peoples. Today is kinda boring. Mr. Blizare (Blair)is leaving and they are all in a circle in the middle of the room. Except a couple of us, me, tarah, allison,zach, adrian, austin, ronak, and alex are just going on with our lives. Mr. Blair is playing a guitar. Its wierd. I would rather be here talking on the computer. Yeah... COURTNEY IS WIERD. i think im going to make it so that only my friends can see it. I didnt put her on my friends list yet. This weekend is going to be so freaking awesome. Im going to Busch Gardens and its gonna be awesome. Mostly because all my friends will be there with me. I might be going home with Tarah. And if I do, Im staying all weekend. Because she lives too far away to come back home after a day. yeah... I have to find my other 3 sources. hold on... i will write back in a sec. Tarah was helping me with my lj. Im so tired and hungry. I need ginas lj... so if she reads this or some1 knos. leave a comment and tell me. If jaquese reads this... dont laugh. I like that song incomplete. Even tho i told her i didnt like it... i said i hated it, but it was ok. And she was like okay... lol i like it now. Jaquese probably thinks im re re. Because when i say something... she looks at me and laughs like im stupid or something. lol okay... well whatever I gotta go. I need 2 call tarah. talk to yallz later. even tho incomplete doesnt describe my day, im using it anywayz

2 hearts | love me tired [28 Apr 2005|04:00am] [ mood | tired ] Today was kind of fun. I was really tired today. I was supposed to go to volleyball at school, but they cancelled it. Then, i have volley ball at lg later. yeah... I was going to go up and talk to Jaquese today, but i fell asleep on the bus. I talked to her for like 10 minutes, and i talked to tiffany mcall. she probably thinks i am re re. Yesterday, i had church. So Courtney came over for a couple hours so she wouldnt be bored at home. We were all ready at 5.30 and 6 came around and Court was spazzing bc her mom wasnt there 2 take her 2 church. When she called her mom fussing at her, she was like Courtney, church doesnt start until 7. It starts at 6 on Sunday nights. She is sorta... well... absent minded... Sorry if u read that court. You are sometimes. I came to my dads after school and thought i was on the wrong street. They are re-painting the house. The new color is called shadow toe. Its like the color of a Wendys frosty. Yeah... its awesome. We got a new door, lights, fans, furniture and house color. Its been the same way since 1997 and now it changes. I will have trouble adjusting. Im trying to erase Justin from my life, but its hard. He keeps calling and calling and its s0o annoying. Well i gotta go... Talk to yallz later. Court, dont 4get about saturday. im out

2 hearts | love me hey hey hey [27 Apr 2005|03:12am] [ mood | happy ] Hey Hey Hey! I'm really happy today... And i dont know why. This weekend is going to be s0o freaking awesome. I am going to Busch Gardens with Spanish Club. I invited Nicole, Tarah, and Ashlee. Yes, Ashlee and Tarah supposedly aren't friends, but I'm going ot change that because they are both one of my best friends and i hate to see them fighting. yeah... I am way over tristan. He was a mistake waiting to happen. And... now i like this guy named Justin. He goes to my cuz Courtney's skool. He is soooo cute! Neways... i have been talking to him lately and yeah... I can't wait till this weekend. We are going to have s0o much fun. There is a lot of people going. Me, Britney Grace, Amanda Grace, Andrew, Alan, Gina, Nicole, Tarah, Ashlee, Lauren M, Cara Watson, 2 high schoolers, and i dont know about anyone else. Sooo... yeah. all I know is, I'm going ot be with Tarah, Nicole, Gina, Ashlee, and Andrew all day! How awesome. I used to be best friends with tarah. Then, she went out with Jaquese and we werent as close. Now, we are again so its really awesome to be able to spend time with her away from school. I am not going to see most ppl from Mckeel after this year, but I will make more of an effort to tarah. She isn't your typical friend. She goes out of her way to do things for me, and i really appreciate that and i dont think she realizes that. I really think of tarah as a best friend. I hate it when people treat her like crap. Because when they do that, they are pretty low. People say she is wierd, but whatever. Tarah is probably the coolest person i have ever met. She is special and unique and she is an all around great person. Alan is a jerk. She really liked him and he was like no, i dont want to hurt her. Whatever. I cant stand him sometimes. If he liked her, he would just go with her, what a loser. she means a lot to me and I hope that she realizes that. I dont want to lose her again. OMG! I slept through History and i heard everything she said and it was wierd because i was sleeping and she called on me and i just answered her like i had been paying attention the entire time.! i was shocked. yeah... im strange. I have a joke on my user info... read it and guess because I got it, so i know you can~ I dont ever write in this... its kinda sad. I will make more of an effort. Well i g2g real quick

love me im really tired [15 Mar 2005|12:50pm] [ mood | tired ] Im really tired today. My arm is bruiseded from v-ball yesterday. When Coach hit the ball to me, my wrist made some noise and now it hurts. Danika got hit in the nose yesterday and it started bleeding and then she was mean about it. Starr is coming to my dads with me after school to ride with me to the game. Well... Brooke needs a ride and she lives right down the road from me, so I hope that my dad will let her come. I will call him when I get on the bus and ask him. She lives right down the road from me and she can just walk to my house. brb...I do have my phone... Im really tired. Laura just started beating me with a hair scrunchie. Shes really odd. Then, she wanted me to rub her hair... shes s0o0o0o strange. Kathy is doing her math hw. PROCRASTINATOR. I went to the ortho this morning. My appt was at 9.40 and we didnt go back until 10.50. Then, they put a band on my tooth in the back. And they cemented it. And they told me that I couldnt eat for 2 hours. So i did anyways because i was hungry and i wanted to eat. I just ate on the other side. Im gonna go because im tired and im really hyper. So its wierd bc i want to frolic like a loser, but im way toooo tired to do anything. Sooo... ttyl *mary*

love me Another boring day [11 Mar 2005|03:29pm] [ mood | im annoyed with lj's ] Today was kinda boring. I mean... it was boring. I hate school sometimes. Richard wont stop stinkin iming me. I think Im gonna give up on ljs forever. im sick od keeping up with it and i dont know how to do anything on it. Like Laura said... my layout sucks. Yeah, but who cares? because i cant change it. So screw it and get over it. Bc i am. I have gradually stopped writing in it. I feel so bad 4 starr after what happened yesterday. But its really funny. I can imagine it. Dont ask... its a really long story about what happened after the Strawberry festival. Speakin of that... i want to go tomorrow. but i have no1 to go with. It really sucks. Yes it does, bc i want to go. Well im done so bye. this website is really gay and im sick of it.

1 heart | love me im really tired [05 Mar 2005|09:13am] [ mood | tired ] Ice-skating was fun yesterday. Other than Tyler knocking everyone down. I only fell down once. My cousin has never been ice-skatin and he was falling everywhere, knocking anyone down no matter if he knew them or not. I havent read tarahs lj in a while, so im gonna when im done writing this. Yeah... im really tired and my back feels like it needs to be popped, but it doesnt because i have tried. FCAT is monday and i dont wanna take it. I really dont think anyone does except the people who know that they are gonna do good. Wish me luck and i wish all of you luck. I hope that Ashlee and Tarah settle their agruements out. Tarah was really upset yesterday. I hope she is feeling better. It kinda cold. I want to go back to sleep, ut i cant because i am up for the day. I have to wear my hair down to church tomorrow. My aunt wants to see it. Starrs bday party is today in a lil while. I have to get her a cd, but idk what im gonna wear. maybe my favorite tilt jeans and a california dreamin shirt. yeah... are yall going to the dance? i dont think that many eigth gradersare going because i asked many of them and they said they were gonna wait until it was only 8th graders to go bc the other kids are annoying and take up too much room. I have to go because im hungry and i want some food. Leave a comment!!! 2dles, *ME*

love me umm.. [04 Mar 2005|12:57pm] [ mood | creative ] Seba isnt here 2day. but im talkin to him thru email and maybe in a sec thru aim. Yeah... well things are going crazy. I dont know if I am going to the dance bc i have no1 to go with. but i might go. Sebass said he would dance with me at one of the dances... maybe this is the one. things arent good for tarah. i feel so sorry for her bc of the way ppl treat her. U know if ppl at our school would just keep there mouths shut, it would be sooo much better between everyone. No jokes, and no rumors. But that would mean a perfect school and mckeel is everything but perfect. Yeah but ppl these days are retarded and they are all wierd. i g2g tlking on aim to seba

love me i think im gonna cry [01 Mar 2005|04:39pm] [ mood | ill get over it soon ] [ music | over- lindsay lohan (ha linsday) ] Hey. im really sad. i feel like crying and i think im sick. Im so upset, im shaking, I want to cry, but i cant... so....yeah... nevermind... im over it. I can get over things or people so fast. Theres a SADIE HAWKINS dance next friday. And i think i kno who im gonna ask. I hate these dances bc i hate asking ppl. I dont cry often. Hrdly ever. Like once or twice a year. For my music, ive been using people that i dont listen to. The one down there (lindsay lohan- over) I actually like that song. OMG i think i broke someones heart. i knew i never should said ya. I feel like, really bad now. tomorrow, i am going to be quiet all day. and not talk to ppl. i really hate it when ppl say they hate me. and when people say that the dont want to talk to me. It makes me feel like im not wanted, and that i need to isolate myself away from everyone. wheres a stinkin corner when you need one? well this is going to be all for the day because i have other things to do... like math projects... lol. wait... im not really laughing so scratch the lol. i cant laugh and im not going to, even if i could. i have to be better b4 church 2morrow nite bc if ppl at church saw me sad, then they would all question me. and thats exactly what i dont need in my life at the moment. ttyl

2 hearts | love me hola [28 Feb 2005|06:18pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | shutup- Simple plan (ha ha) ] Hola... Im in trouble...I have that quiz in Jones tomorrow on the bill of rights. I left my notes in my locker, and no one that is online took notes or remembers them either. I need help!!! Not mental... well... actually maybe I do. I probably do. Volleyball practice was boring today. I was tired and didn't feel like working. My bubbi is sick...Today is crazy!!! Im sick of school. Im sick of working. And Im sick of FCAT. Sometimes, i wish I could go to the state and burn all the FCAT books...But I wont do that. I'm getting fat. I know most of yall are like.. yeah right. But I eat a lot. Im not going anorexic or bulimic or anything... Im just gonna start exercising. I could never be an anorexic bc I love food and cant go without it. I couldnt be bulimic because throwing up makes me sick. I hate it. It tastes bad and it burns. Im prolly going to the mall around 7.30. KATHY!!! I like your icon. Its awesome. Seba better get on soon. Because I cant talk for long... I need to finish studyin The Bill of rights junk... Maybe I will procratinate and study from 1st period to 3rd. I have too many quizzes 2morrow. I have one in history, one is science... AHHH The world feels like its caving in and im sooo frustrated with all this nonsense. I have way too much schoolwork, I have volley ball practice like... everyday. And the world is too small for all this crap to be going on!!! I sware... if adam trips me when were ice-skating this weekend... i will die!!! Well i have to go. 2dles

2 hearts | love me help [25 Feb 2005|03:48pm] [ mood | irritated ] I need help with my live journal. I need to know how to do stiff like change the background, set a border, change the font, change my icon, and set a bio and stuff. laura!!! i know you are reading this. help me!!!! I can only do basic stuff. I need help! well, if you go to my school. then you know all the controversy that is going on 2day. yeah... well its really confusing and idk what 2 think of it. yeah well i have to go. im a nerd!!!

love me Volleyball [24 Feb 2005|08:45pm] [ mood | exhausted ] I'm tired. We had 5 volleyball games 2nite. Well... we werent supposed 2. We were playing South west. and... The varsity team wasnt there, so we played the jv 2 times. Then, varsity showed up. So we played them 2 times. We won the 1st game and they won the 2nd and then the 3rd was a tiebreaker. And they won. so, even tho we won 3-5, we didnt actually win... it was fun tho. o yeah. well i have to go take a shower. 2dles

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